Though he hid it well, my husband was a very jealous man.
And here I was, unable to quit thinking about my first love, a childhood romance. But I had put away childish things for a more practical life, and I was happy.
And here I was, unable to quit thinking about my first love, a childhood romance. But I had put away childish things for a more practical life, and I was happy.
Except I wasn’t.
So I met my love when my husband wasn’t home—briefly at
first, and then more and more until I felt as if we could never truly be apart
again. I looked forward to our trysts with an unparalleled giddiness and left feeling
flushed and spent and whole.
“You're back,” an old college friend
remarked over the phone. Had I been gone? “Yes, for a long time,” she
said.
And then, after a phone call, I made the announcement.
“I am guest columnist at a newspaper.” I still remember the way his face went
red, then white with anger.
I never looked back.
Happy Valentine’s Day to all who love words as I do.
Love this! And happy valentine's day to you, my friend!
ReplyDeleteI will always remember when you shared this with me. How wonderful that you were reunited with your love of writing ...and never looked back. I'm happy for you.
ReplyDeleteWow. I remember when I left ... all I wanted was a decent car and when I found one on my own it was the final straw. One last round of verbal abuse. I remember thinking, why am I even here, he doesn't want what is best for me. I walked out the door and never looked back.
ReplyDeleteGood for you for following your heart. Happy Valentine's Day, Tammy!
Kathy M.
Kathy M.
So happy that you followed your heart. He obviously didn't deserve you.
ReplyDeleteHappy Valentine's Day Tammy!
Tammy--What a wonderful story. I hope today is a good one for you.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Beth, you too!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Becky. I tell everyone because I kept quiet too long out of embarrassment, and that's like handing over a "Get Out of Jail Free" card. Never again.
Happy Valentine's Day to you too, Kathy, and good for you for being such a strong woman.
You too, Lisa! Thanks! :)
Thanks, Sioux. It has been. Happy Valentine's Day to you, too!
You are the most deserving writer, ever. I am so glad you allowed your voice to be heard. A love affair with words really does make one happily ever after.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Linda! Hope you had a good V.D. too!
ReplyDeleteWonderful post and very wise words.
ReplyDeletePat
Critter Alley
Thanks, Tammy, for the inspiring post.
ReplyDeleteThanks so much, Pat!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Donna. Glad you stopped by!